WHAT I CALL MY HEART
I used to have a woodworking shop in the Schoonmaker Building
where they constructed the Liberty ships of WWII
It was located
at the foot of Spring Street in Sausalito, right next to the bay
One night, in the month of December, after working late
I locked up my shop and went out to get in my car and drive home
As I stood outside my car
I heard water running
It had not rained in quite some time
and I wondered where it could be coming from
After a short while trying to locate the sound
I realized it was coming through the sewer grating
The water had been running down the hill from above the shop
This was why it had been called 'Spring Street'
The creek had been paved over and now was
flowing underneath the road
It was covered over fifty years ago
when they built the roads and streets here
Everyone has forgotten about it
This discovery
made me very happy
and I wrote this poem
What I Call My Heart
Underneath the hillside
Buried now
under the man-made mound of earth
Through the grating
last night
late
I heard the waters singing
at the foot of Spring Street
Others heard this long ago
they looked at the waters
while walking along a creek bank
edged with trees and rocks and small insects and animals
the waters sparkling in the sunlight
Since then
so much has gone on
so much has piled up
But the ancient springs
do not go dry
Nor do the eternal voices
cease
in their praising
Underneath the construction of a life
foundations lie buried like a treasure
And in forgotten channels
the waters of our lives
still find their course
This virgin spring
cries out like a child
wet- eyed
ready for anything
and memory
calls out with the waters
We have forgotten so much
Above the sky is infinity
and
here too
there is no end
to the mystery
I heard the waters singing
at the foot of Spring Street
with the stars and night all joined
The hill like a gentle Mother
gently showing her child
Now I know
This is what I call
my heart
Above our heads is infinity
Below our feet is the ground
Within our heart a river's flowin'
It's pourin' all around